| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 9/2007 |
| Date of Death | 9/2007 |
| Visitors | 6,999 since 03/10/2007 |
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My Angel Twin Boys.
Joel Steven Redfern-Larden
Born asleep 3rd September 2007 at 7:11pm
He weighed 500grammes (1lb 2oz)
Kieran Joel Redfern-Larden
Born 3rd September 2007 at 7:13pm
He weighed 584grammes (1lb 5oz)
Died 28th September 2007 at 4:17pm. Aged 3 weeks old.
Kieran had a blood clot in his head and had to have an operation in order to give him a chance to
live, it was causing a lot of pressure on his tiny brain and sadly my little angel didn't make
it out of theater.
Kieran & Joel both had a big brother called Leon who is 18 months old.
Sadly i never got to meet my baby angel Joel. I loved him instantly. I held him for a very long time
and gave him a little kiss goodbye. It was so hard for me to let go. My baby boy meant so much to
me, we were looking forward to seeing him grow up and play with his two brothers. We love him more
than anything and always will, he will always be our baby boy and we will never forget him.
Mummy And Daddy love you always sweetheart.
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Kieran was on the special care baby unit. We went to see our little darling everyday, he looked so
cute in his incubator wrapped up in his little snuggle blanket. The first time i touched him his
skin was so warm and soft, he gripped hold of my little finger just like he never wanted to let go.
We changed his nappy and did his mouth care everyday, he made me smile the way he used to grip my
finger everytime i touched him.
I remember the first time i held him, it was magical. The nurses put him against my skin and i never
wanted to let go.
He even opened his eyes, everytime when we went in we always said hello sweetheart and he opened his
eyes. He had the most beautiful blue eyes i had ever seen.
I'm so sorry i will never get to see you grow up darling.
Mummy And Daddy love you always sweetheart.
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Miss you more than anything my special boys!
It's been a year & half since you both went away but the pain is still as raw as ever! there is not a day that goes by that i don't think of you both your forever in my heart & mind i miss you both more than words can ever say sweet dreams Kieran & Joel i love you more than anything in the world my precious boys love always your very proud daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
It has been nearly a year since you both went away to heaven my little stars i miss you both more than words can ever say there is not a day that goes by that i don't think about you it breaks my heart not being with you because you are both so precious to me my little stars you will forever be in my heart & mind.
I feel lost & very upset all the time without you both and now my life will never be the same without you both i can't sleep properly or do many things that i used to anymore because i get so upset because of the pain & hurt that i feel because i cannot see & be with you anymore it is the worst pain anyone or any parent can ever feel.
Every time i visit the cemetery i stand and stare at the ground thinking that i am in a bad dream and that i will wake up & find you both back in my arms again but sadly it is not a bad dream it's real which is so hard to take it makes me cry so hard that i feel ill afterwards the pain is never ending for me & your mummy but at least there is one thing that we take a little comfort from & that is knowing that your at peace & not in any pain.
I made a promise to you that i would support Sands & Jessops & that is what i will do i will help them until i join you in heaven my precious little stars you are inspiration to me and even though you are in heaven,you have inspired me to help others who need help!! i am the proudest father on earth because you are both very special to me.
Good night god bless you both my little stars i love you both more than anything in the world you are both forever in my heart & mind.
Sweet Dreams Kieran Sweet Dreams Joel
Love always your very proud daddy.
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Kieran & Joel Life is hard without you both i can't sleep properly at night anymore i miss you both more than anything in the world if i could do anything to have you both in my arms again i would you are forever In my heart & always will be you mean everything to me.
Sweet dreams my precious little boys i love you with all my heart and always will.
Love always your very proud Daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Well once again i am sat here in tears but it's ok my little boys you mean everything to me i miss you more than anything.
Every day that goes by i think of you both You are both are always in my thoughts & most certainly in my heart i still can't believe you are not here today growing up with your big brother Leon he misses you both very much too.
I know you are together now looking after each other we will be re-united as a family again someday my precious little boys.
Sweet dreams Kieran Sweet Dreams Joel I love you both my precious stars.
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It's been 9 months since you both went to heaven every day i think of you both i miss you more than words could ever describe, the pain & hurt of losing you both will never go away.
I love you both with all my heart sweet dreams my little stars sleep tight.
Love for ever & always
your very proud Daddy.
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Mummy to ella and jaya I am very sorry for loss aswell i am a member of sand under the name kieran & Joels Daddy.
Kieran & Joel my little stars you are forever in my heart & Mind I miss you both more than words can ever describe my life is not the same without you both & never will be again the day you both went to Heaven was the saddest day of my life the pain is still there to this very day & will remain so forever.
I love you both with all my heart my little stars rest in peace Sweet dreams & God Bless you both.
Love forever & Always
your very proud Daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hi, i am very sorry for your loss of your beautiful boys kieran and joel i lost my identical twin girls in october 2007, they weighed just 415 and 420g.
the pictures are beautiful of the boys im not sure if you are a member of sands website (www.sandsforum.org) (i think)for special mummys like us but im sure id of remembered the boys so thought id suggest it to you as it has really helped me!!!!! sadly there are lots of angel mummys and also sadly lots of twin angel mummys and theyare all lovely
so is nice to talk about our angels with people who know our pain
sending you and your family my love and thoughts and sending kieran and joels specail angel kisses and hugs xxxx
Sweet Dreams my Little stars
Kieran & Joel My little Stars I am missing you more than anything my life is not the same without you I can't sleep properly at Night because All I do is think about you both I am Hurting so much & the Pain of never seeing you both again will NEVER go away It's so Hard trying to live my life without you both as you both mean the world to me.
Everyday I sit there and think of you both & Although your not here with Me in person I know that you will always live on in My Heart forever My special boys.
Kieran & Joel Sweet Dreams Sleep Tight my Little stars I love you with all my heart & Always will do as you are both very precious to me.
Love always your very proud Daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Kieran & Joel there is not a Day that goes by that i don't think about you both because you are always in my heart & mind,It Tears me up Insided knowing that i will never get to see you both again.
I miss you both more than any words can ever Describe my precious little boys you will always mean the world to me even though your both not here with me you will always live in my Heart.
Sweet Dreams my Little Stars I love you with all my Heart
Love You always forever
Daddy
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To Our Dear Twins Kieran & Joel we miss you both more than anything in the world, you both mean the world to us and can't come to terms with the fact that you are not here with us To see christmas & The New year with us it breaks our Hearts.
I know in my heart that Christmas is just another day to me this Year because i can't bear to Celebrate Christmas at all this year because you my special boys are not here to make it Special as it was Supposed to be I can't tell you how i feel because there are no words to Describe the pain i feel inside.
I have made sure that your mum & Big brother Leon have plenty of presents for Christmas to try and bring at least a small smile to there faces.
My life + Christmas will never be the same again without you both, losing you both my special Boys has torn me & you mum to pieces we don't no what to do in life now but all i can do is take good care of your mummy & big brother Leon now and look up to the sky each night on a clear night and look out for you both my little shining stars.
Take Good care of each other up there in Heaven my little STARS !!!! I promise you that one day we will be Re-united as a Family because we love you both so much you will be forever in our Hearts and minds.
Sweet Dreams my Little Stars xxxxxxxxxxxx
Good Night & God Bless you both xxxxx
WE LOVE YOU ALWAYS FROM YOUR VERY PROUD MUM & DAD XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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