| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 9/2007 |
| Date of Death | 9/2007 |
| Visitors | 7,047 since 03/10/2007 |
| Creator |
My Angel Twin Boys.
Joel Steven Redfern-Larden
Born asleep 3rd September 2007 at 7:11pm
He weighed 500grammes (1lb 2oz)
Kieran Joel Redfern-Larden
Born 3rd September 2007 at 7:13pm
He weighed 584grammes (1lb 5oz)
Died 28th September 2007 at 4:17pm. Aged 3 weeks old.
Kieran had a blood clot in his head and had to have an operation in order to give him a chance to
live, it was causing a lot of pressure on his tiny brain and sadly my little angel didn't make
it out of theater.
Kieran & Joel both had a big brother called Leon who is 18 months old.
Sadly i never got to meet my baby angel Joel. I loved him instantly. I held him for a very long time
and gave him a little kiss goodbye. It was so hard for me to let go. My baby boy meant so much to
me, we were looking forward to seeing him grow up and play with his two brothers. We love him more
than anything and always will, he will always be our baby boy and we will never forget him.
Mummy And Daddy love you always sweetheart.
XxXxXxX
Kieran was on the special care baby unit. We went to see our little darling everyday, he looked so
cute in his incubator wrapped up in his little snuggle blanket. The first time i touched him his
skin was so warm and soft, he gripped hold of my little finger just like he never wanted to let go.
We changed his nappy and did his mouth care everyday, he made me smile the way he used to grip my
finger everytime i touched him.
I remember the first time i held him, it was magical. The nurses put him against my skin and i never
wanted to let go.
He even opened his eyes, everytime when we went in we always said hello sweetheart and he opened his
eyes. He had the most beautiful blue eyes i had ever seen.
I'm so sorry i will never get to see you grow up darling.
Mummy And Daddy love you always sweetheart.
XxXxXxX
My thoughts go out to you all at this truely difficult time.
Your precious boys will being play together in heaven.
RIP little angels xxx
Kieran & Joel my special little boys i love you so much i am here yet again sat in tears listening to the twinkle twinkle song but it's certainly right you are little stars up above the world so high like diamonds in the sky every time i see a star now in the sky i will think of you both because you mean the world to me i am so upset that i will never get to see you grow up with your big brother Leon i was looking forward to taking you all to the park together and playing football and do all the other things that familys do i also was so looking forward to taking you both to Bramall Lane to watch Daddys Favourite Team Sheffield United for the first time it tears me apart seeing other parents with twins although i am happy to see other familys happy it Reminds me of you both my special boys i just want you both back i don't want money or anything other in my life i would live in a slum on the top of Mt Everest if it ment that i could have you both back here with me in my arms my life will never be the same again without you both my Heart is broken forever now but i no your looking down on me smiling and one day we will be re-united i know that in my Heart i promise you both i will look after your mummy and big brother Leon for you both they will always have me to be there for them i just wish i could be there for you both but i cant and that is what really really upsets me but i want you both to always know that i am so proud of you both you are my inspiration in life to carry on and do Positive things to Help other people in future and make a difference in life when you both left this world it put everything in my life into perspective i have for too long took life for granted and i will never do that again i am going to try and make you very proud of me by trying to help as many people as i can in the rest of my life i just wish you was both here so i could make you proud i will never forget you Kieran & Joel i will always love you with all my heart you are and will always be my world my everything although i cant see you anymore your faces will remaion in my mind forever my precious little stars.
God Bless My little sleeping stars sweet dreams Kieran sweet dreams Joel life will never be the same without you again sons.
Love you always with all my heart for now forver and Eternity.
Your very proud Daddy
With love xx
Tears poured down my face as I read about what had happened to your special little boys..
My thoughts are with you at this sad time...
Take care of yourselves..
sarah1 xx
Angels with wings
Special babies are chosen to live with the angels, up there in heaven. When you see the brightest twinkle in the sky say hello my precious and goodnight.
Little angels
As each day passes, with each breath you take, dont be afraid you'll forget.
Every new memory you make will be one which they watch one from above.
Each beat of your heart, each movement you'll make, your angels will be with you. When you want a cuddle just shut your eyes and feel the warm heat around you, that is your angels leaning apon you.
In years to come when things have changed and you've made many more paths in your life, Kieran & Joel will still be there, laughing with you, crying with you and sleeping by your side, and they will feel proud to have been watching their mummy & daddy take each step forward year by year. In many more years to come they will meet you again but until then take each day slowly and remember, they are with you and through their older brother they will show you their smiles xxxxxxxxxxx
In Baby Castle
In a baby castle just beyond my eye,
My babies plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who am I to wish them back,
Into this world of strife?
No, play on my babies,
You have eternal life.
At night when all is silent
And sleep forsakes my eyes
I’ll hear their tiny footsteps come running to my side.
Their little hands caress me, so tenderly and sweet.
I’ll breathe a prayer and close my eyes and embrace them in my sleep.
Now I have a treasure that I rate above all other,
I have known true glory – I am still their mother
xx
Sleep well
This is so sad that it is very hard to know what to say.
Kieran & Joel's Mummy and Daddy, Take care of each other at this sad time, as I'm sure you will have noticed from the Blades board, all our thoughts are with you.
Sleep well little ones.
Your beautiful little angels
Your boys are beautiful and the site is a lovely tribute to them.I hope they are safe and happy together you must miss them terribly.I am sat writing this in tears after reading your posts janet and mark,i really do understand how you feel.Speak to you soon on ofb and bliss.
Lots of love
sleep tight angels with my little angel.
Hayley x x x
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