| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 9/2007 |
| Date of Death | 9/2007 |
| Visitors | 6,998 since 03/10/2007 |
| Creator |
My Angel Twin Boys.
Joel Steven Redfern-Larden
Born asleep 3rd September 2007 at 7:11pm
He weighed 500grammes (1lb 2oz)
Kieran Joel Redfern-Larden
Born 3rd September 2007 at 7:13pm
He weighed 584grammes (1lb 5oz)
Died 28th September 2007 at 4:17pm. Aged 3 weeks old.
Kieran had a blood clot in his head and had to have an operation in order to give him a chance to
live, it was causing a lot of pressure on his tiny brain and sadly my little angel didn't make
it out of theater.
Kieran & Joel both had a big brother called Leon who is 18 months old.
Sadly i never got to meet my baby angel Joel. I loved him instantly. I held him for a very long time
and gave him a little kiss goodbye. It was so hard for me to let go. My baby boy meant so much to
me, we were looking forward to seeing him grow up and play with his two brothers. We love him more
than anything and always will, he will always be our baby boy and we will never forget him.
Mummy And Daddy love you always sweetheart.
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Kieran was on the special care baby unit. We went to see our little darling everyday, he looked so
cute in his incubator wrapped up in his little snuggle blanket. The first time i touched him his
skin was so warm and soft, he gripped hold of my little finger just like he never wanted to let go.
We changed his nappy and did his mouth care everyday, he made me smile the way he used to grip my
finger everytime i touched him.
I remember the first time i held him, it was magical. The nurses put him against my skin and i never
wanted to let go.
He even opened his eyes, everytime when we went in we always said hello sweetheart and he opened his
eyes. He had the most beautiful blue eyes i had ever seen.
I'm so sorry i will never get to see you grow up darling.
Mummy And Daddy love you always sweetheart.
XxXxXxX
so sorry
i am so sorry for your losses. we lost our grandaughter she would have been 2 this week, she too was born asleep and so i know a little of your pain, and that of the grandparents. you are in my thoughts.
If tomorrow starts without me
If tomorrow starts without me,
And I’m not there to see.
If the sun should rise, and find your eyes,
Are filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry,
The way you did today.
While thinking of the many things, we didn’t get to say.
I know how much you loved me,
As much as I love you.
And every time you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me,
I hope you’ll understand,
An angel came and called my name and took me by the hand.
She said my place was ready, in heaven up above,
And that I’d have to leave behind, all those I dearly love.
I had so much to live for, so much that I should do,
It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.
I wish I could have said goodbye,
And kissed and seen you smile,
I wish I could have stayed with you even for a little while.
But then I had to realise, that this could never be,
Now emptiness, and memories,
Would take the place of me.
But when I walked through heavens gates,
I felt so much at home,
And then the lord looked down on me, from his golden throne.
He said, “this is for eternity, but I will promise you,
Although your life on earth has passed, here life starts anew”
“I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last,
And since each days the same up here,
There’s no longing for the past”
My loved ones, please don’t grieve for me,
Coz I am truly free,
And I will wait for you to come and share my life with me.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don’t think we’re far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I’m right here in your heart
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I am here in tears Writing this Message but i don't mind as you are my little Twin Boys you mean the world to me and it hurts so much that i will never get to see you both again but what daddy will do in memory of you Both is Raise as much money as Possible for Sands charity to help other parents going through the same as me and your mummy and Jessops Special care baby unit in Sheffield to Help raise money for Equpiment and staff Training to Help the sick and premature babys there.
You are both little stars you are both so special words cannot describe how much i love you both you have gave me so much strength and courage and thinking about the you both it gives me the strength and Desire to carry on with my life and to Help other people in there Times of need.
Joel my dear son although i didn't get to see you for very long i will always remember you it hurt me so much when you passed away it was like someone had tore me heart out i am so proud of you son words can't describe what you mean tome because you are so special i can't believe your not here with me when you passed away i just sat there holding you inmy arm crying tears of pride and sadness at the same time i was so proud to have you in my arms but sad that you wasn't there in person with us but i know you was there in spirit my special boy i longed for you to give me a sign that you would just wake up any second i kept praying that you would but sadly my little boy you didn't wake up and that was the most heartbraking time of my life i will never forget you Joel you have a special place in my heart and mind forever.
Good Night son sweet dreams and God bless your soul may you rest in peace with your brother Kieran till we meet again one day.
Kieran my dear son i am so proud of you the way you fought against the blood clot in your head it is Inspiritional you are a very special little boy just like your brother Joel The first day i saw you and Joel i fell in love with you both i just wanted to hold you close to my chest and give you a great big cuddle kieran i will forever miss you the pain will never go away i can't get my head round that you are in Heaven now i miss you so much i just keep thinking to my self i want to go back to Jessops and See you son but i know you are not there in your tiny little incubator anymore.
The day i first saw you open your eyes and hold my hand and then grip my finger was the proudest moment in my life along with the birth of you leon and joel that Memory will stay with me forever and ever my other memorys off you will remain forever ever with me too like the time i held you close on my chest and you was tucked down inside my shirt i felt so proud to be cuddling you like that the memorys of me sitting by your side holding your little tiny hands will stay with my throughout my life.
I remember the first time i heard you make a sound when they took you off the ventilator it was so cute your little cry was so cute it made me have tears in my eyes.
There was so many cherished moments that i have of us both together in the 25 days that you was with me and i will never forget you kieran you mean the world to me and always will do i would rather have you and Joel back than anything in the world because you are both Amazing and i will always love you kieran and Joel my precious boys.
Night night sleep tight both of you sweet dreams my precious little boys you are both in my hearts and will be in my mind every second of every day.
Twinkle twinkle little star how i wonder what you are up above the world so high like a diamond in the sky twinkle twinkle little star how i wonder what you are.
GOD BLESS YOU BOTH I WILL BE RE-UNITED WITH YOU BOTH ONE DAY AND I CAN'T WAIT I MISS YOU BOTH SO MUCH.
SWEET DREAMS KIERAN JOEL REDFERN- LARDEN
SWEET DREAMS JOEL STEVEN REDFERN-LARDEN
REMEMBER I WILL ALWAYS BE PROUD OF YOU BOTH SLEEP TIGHT DADDYS LITTLE STARS.
LOVE ALWAYS FOR ETERNITY
YOU VERY PROUD DADDY
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